{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

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2/01/2009 12:10:00 AM

Forgive me for being such a nut... for not speaking up.. or perhaps you're happy that way..
Forgive me for protecting you, from me... or perhaps you hadn't even realized.
Forgive me for your hatred towards me... or perhaps, my efforts had been only futile..

Forgive me, for everything I had done...
Forgive me for being noble and selfish...
Forgive me for loving you.
Forgive me for everything else that... I doubt I'd be able to mention again in person.

What's most important, remains a mystery to you... even when it appears to have clarified itself within me.

Perhaps.. I was a mystery to you, that once unraveled, appeared to not be a subject of fancy within moments. And for fear of that, I remain mysterious, now you've given up - I was no longer in your capacity to unravel my next move.

As I drift with the wind, I continue to protect the ones I love from the sprockets of rain that had battered heavily upon me. I continue to pursue a greater good that many have yet to realize. I remained calm and reserved... so as to prevent any potential antagonists from grasping a technique that would break my weakest link.

I shall uphold my spirit and honour... to protect the ones I love... May righteousness guide me on my path ahead... And may my virtues continue to develop themselves. If need be, my sacrifice would be worthwhile... all for the sake of protecting the ones I love..

For I am and always will be.. Le Eminence Grise.