{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

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4/20/2007 07:13:00 PM

It's been aeons... I haven't been here for... 2 months? That's right... i won't be back here without a reason... and today, with accordance to my emotions, i shall share with my readers a teeny-weeny bit of my very-own philosophies...

I'm sure many of you realised the importance of emotions in your lives (well.. mine as well..). In any case, one can never live as a human without emotions... even the "cruel-est" of all people have that little bit of compassion. For instance, Adolf Hitler, that German dictator; well, he's cool, i mean i admire his confidence and such... however, to most average humans today whom have studied history, Hitler is regarded as a cruel and selfish brat who doesn't quite fancy the idea of having Jews on Mother Earth... ok.. some regard him as insane or past senile (but those are just opinions, we have all the right to accept or to reject them).

In contrast, lemme set you in Hitler's shoes. Imagine, what amount of courage would it take to be able to stand up in front of the crowd to express your own views in order to gain support? That's one hell lot of courage, i presume... So where does all this courage come from? For those whom have studied his biography, it was his past that had led him to such a state (a ruddy principle-minded chap). Think of it.. all his wretch and hatred in him... aren't those emotions? So let me question you once more... How do you define emotions? Nope, don't tell me to refer to www.dictionary.com cos that's not gonna help you (i dunno why, but i just think so..)

"The Principle of Conservation of Emotions states that emotions cannot be created or destroyed; it can only be converted from one form to another."

Every human being has a fixed value of emotions (if the level of emotions were ever measured with a scale) which can be figuratively expressed through pressure meters in pipe pressure controls. Each meter would represent an emotion... just as each meter would measure different valve pressures and etc...

Basically, the concept is just: an increase in intensity in any ONE emotion will lead to a decrease in intensity in a separate emotion. For example, when you take an apple from basket 1 and you can't eat it... you'll eventually throw it into basket 2. whatever.. equivalence is necessary to retain your sanity.

Another relevant (LAYMAN) example would be... "I was really happy today!! but someone punched me in the face outta nowhere and now i'm brimming with anger!!" What does this tell you? Happiness has been converted to Anger.... (:D >> /:O ok.. fine, i dunno how to type smilies..)
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Somehow... it's due to my philosophies that i'm feeling so down all the time... but nonetheless... i guess even if i write this here, none would know who i'm talking about (well i always write in such a way... leaving people in doubt about who i'm referring to...)

Frustrated... no one would understand what i'm thinking... i can't tell anyone... i don't want to tell anyone.. No one seems to tell me things in the correct fashion... i can't tell anyone anything in the correct fashion... I can't speak their language... they can't speak mine, I live in my world, they live in theirs. I'm happy, they're happy. Once we cross our paths, all hell breaks loose. Everyone... nothing... existence... not me.. i'm not fading... they are fading in my memory. Where am i headed? Why am i here in their world? When did i arrive? When can i leave? I'm the minority... i should leave...
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"She stole my heart away... leaving me pining for my loss;
Perserverence was my ray... better than a coin to toss.
The day which barren ground bears moss... that's when i'd choose to say;
'Like whom i once was... the love that used to weigh?"