no... I shouldn't have written anything at all... I should have just went to bed... without a word, without speaking my mind... I won't speak my mind anymore... because whenever I do so, more grief would ensue...
I've frowned a lot; I've smiled a lot. All for you.
Since you've decided on what you wanted, I shall abide by it.
Let's start all over again alright? Let's be friends (for you're the one who made me believe that friends existed on this planet).
and I hope that you've read all this before meeting me today.