{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

20080110

1/10/2008 12:39:00 AM

listen to this song. I love it. I love the meaning it holds.

Exactly how i feel, about things, to a certain someone (read the lyrics.. you'll know who you are). For those who frequent my blog, it's either you know what i'm writing or you're totally clueless about my life since then till now. I'm not worried about misunderstandings, because i know you'd clarify them with me if you'd really wish to. (because.. only people i trust will know what i'm writing..)

Redundancy shall never be tolerated. I won't shed my tears. For i'm as good as dead after you've heard this song.

背叛 -- as sung by 楊宗緯 (Original by 曹格)

雨不停落下来
花怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀

爱只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心有一句感慨
我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在

***

I hereby kill myself once again, so as to await my rebirth.. To form a new me.. to share my happiness with people who deserve it more than some would.

And here are my emotions.. expressed, yet, in another poem of depth...

Despondence

So much hurt as my heart would shatter many times over;
So much grief as my sorrows would identify.
Thresholds breached, please beseech;
Frequencies collide with disorient, they subside..

Tears of hope and hatred;
Tears of wretch and joy.
Will they always be apart?
Will they truly be apart?

Cries for justice be rampant;
Cries of distress be scarce;
Distance for necessity;
Distance.. a redundance?

Loneliness beckons;
Silence threatens.
Annoyance dictates;
Fury ignites.

With tears welled;
With words unsaid,
Left for good;
Left for real.

-- The Djinni --