There are several things i'd wish to say. Regardless of what i'm about to say here, life still goes on.
4th December 2007On that fateful night, i did something (nono.. please keep your mind straight.. i didn't do anything of that sort) i've never done before in the whole of my sickly life (so far).. and.. well, I was really happy to see my tigress all dressed to the nines.. (whereas for me.. i was in a ruddy black jacket with a pink long-sleeved shirt.. eek.. my tigress managed to guess it correctly, how startling..) (WAIT.. i forgot to mention that i wore pants too.. LONG BLACK FORMAL PANTS.. look.. it'd be bad to imagine me being half-naked)
So.. I got a small bouquet (a big yellowish sunflower to be specific..) as well as some other gifts.. well. hope ya liked it.. tigress.. haha..
For those who read this blog.. you might think that i'm rather ungentlemanly/rude for calling someone a tigress.. but seriously.. you won't see my usual self calling anyone else a tigress.. cos it'll get me into some really big trouble...
This post may well be dedicated to my tigress, because she's someone i cherish abundantly. Not many people take notice and read this blog of mine.. so you can put your mind at ease, tigress, as not many people will know what i'm gonna praise about you.. (but well, if you do want to let others know about it, then just give them my blog addy)
This is a short stanza on "I like...": (List is not exhaustive.. the rest are just.. indescribable)
I like the many facial expressions that she'd display, especially her smile.
I like the way she talks.
I like the way she tells me, "dun worry, be happy".
I like to look into her eyes, because they can talk to you even when she's stoning.
I like her kind nature.
I like her attitude.. plain laziness (LOL, now seriously, i do like her for that..).
I like the style in which she carries herself with.
I like that plain look that she has when she doesn't put in effort to doll herself up.
I like the way she understands whom i am.
I like the way she makes me existent.
I like the way she fills up my emptiness.
I like her for being there for me all the time..
I like her for having a mind of her own.
I like her voice.
I like her for being herself.Gosh.. it all sounds sooo mushy.. but well, i daren't say too much, if not my tigress might start to bite/ roar at me..
Somehow.. it finally seems that i'm ending my search for a true friend.. (although.. i can't be too certain.. but.. i'm always prepared for the worst.. so i should be able to handle any tribulations that are to come by). To me, to love a friend to such a great extent such that it exceeds that brotherhood in arms shared among guys.. (No human can surpass the bond created by true friends.) True friends are those.. whom you can sacrifice your life or whatnot, in exchange for their happiness (this of which.. is fondly known to the public as that of a loving couple).
I have my theories.. I have my views and opinions in life that are so very different from those of the commonfolk. (mind you, don't call me a heretic, i've had enough of those names..)
I just want to tell my tigress that.. i trust her fully (even though it's rather insincere to write it here.. but i guess she'd be too busy to read.. haha.. i must always think for the worst scenario.. funny eh?) and that i want to be someone she can really count on and trust in future.. that's why i've planned everything ever since i was a child.. I knew that one day, i'll find my true friend, and that i'll never want to lose this person (unless i'm dead, or i'm unable to give her as much happiness as i promised..). That's the reason why i'm working so hard to secure my career, to secure my character and to polish it to perfection.. so that if i meet her someday, i'll be ready to protect and support her (I can promise you that, and i won't fail you unless i die.. lol.. i think
really really far.. goodness..)
No worries, no one will know whom this tigress is other than the tigress herself. So you can keep your mind at ease. I won't sabotage you.. The reason why i write this is because.. you're THAT important to me. Smile always..
