I don't really know what to write about today.. For I feel so regretful that i have to be back on that thing when i've not been taking it for such a long time.. All my efforts to suppress my emotional outbursts have all been for naught.. I feel so bad that i can't even keep that promise to myself..
nevermind, i'll be fine (that would be if you all did bother..).
I'll be going to Tokyo soon.. and.. there's something i need to do before i go.. Regardless of whatever might be the end result, I have to complete my mission.
I need rest..