There is something i wish to express, yet i just can't seem to put them to words. Sigh... when will it come to an end? No... I haven't been able to live for myself. That's why it's so painful. I'm not the only one who has this.. "gift"... There are others who managed... because they are happy with what they finally achieved through the years of slogging and blahs... Sigh... equivalence can be seen clearly here... That's the reason why i call it a "gift", because it's something that will bring happiness to others.
I'm unsure of what else to say... i just know that we bickered the entire day today... and... i dunno... i just seem to feel happy about it, at least i know i smiled. haha... but nonetheless, i'm still trying to figure out what i'm doing. I know my limits, yes, i'll know what to do it goes off-limits... haha. better not be too nice eh?