{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

20061212

12/12/2006 07:02:00 PM

There we go... I made my final move today... at the very least, I'm finally leaving Council... for good... unless.. Nah, it's not very nice to state conditions. That'll cause me to appear to be such a childish and calculative fellow, which is really, not who i am... and neither will i be happy to be that way...

I was really happy today, not because i was treated for lunch (but i definitely didn't feel good to spend the hard-earned money of someone unrelated to me... especially stuff which are considered rather expensive to me...), but because i had the company of... perhaps... 2 great friends. Or maybe... but really, one of which whom was able to guess what i'm thinking and doing... and of course, the other who is still very much like a child.

I have finished reading the book titled "The Little Prince" by Antoine de Saint-Exupery. There were several amusing and humorous chapters, about how a little boy would view the world of the adults. However, it is till the end, that i actually realised... or perhaps i did realise long ago.. but i think i phrased it in a very umm.. offensive way... I once said something like...

"It is not I who is the higher being, instead, it is the rest of the human race that had gone through the deterioration process. They lack the essence of what it means to be a human being. They lack what it takes to be what that is granted to them. Even if i might not be able to correct such a calamity that befell upon this planet and dimension... May there be judgement passed upon them and may it be served, such that an important lesson can be gained from it..."

Now, after reading that thin yet enlightening book, i found a moral behind that story that had a similar meaning to what i once said while i hated humans... and now i know why that is so... because...

"Perhaps it had been the adults who had been childish all this while... such that they can no longer behave and understand things in the ever rational way of a child..."

because... i'm still a child....
If you are one too, that means you'd still be able to see that adults are actually so complex that they had forgotten what they had once been wondering about... I'm glad... that i actually know 2 of which whom are still children in their own generations.. at least... there are still people of my kind whom are still existent on this cruel Earth...