Forsaken
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Phasing in and out i have,
Pacing back and forth i've been...
Talking to this lifeless screen i may,
When my heart's so blue-ishly gray...
In times of need,
They succumb to greed...
In times of joy,
They create decoys...
My world, my life, my future,
As simple as an overture...
My heart, my mind, my soul,
Swedish cheese with holes...
Theories and concepts i grasped,
Apply to prove i must...
With all these obstacles at bay,
No harm crossing them my way...
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Dunno.. perhaps i'm just too emotional... Too bothered... There's been so much going on in life... I just can't seem to carry on much longer. I miss someone badly, yet i can't voice it out. I want to be who i was before, yet time and tide STILL waits for no man. That's why i wrote that poem. To tell those around me... that i'll be doing things MY way from now on. Just my way, and nothing more.
So this will be my new address from now on, until i feel that everyone KNOWS who i am again, at the very least. Nah.. forget it. Not many people will understand my many personalities... they only know a few of them, but they'll never ever know what it'll be like to know someone with 11 personalities all fused into one. No one.. not even those whom are SO close to me.. no one knows...