{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

20061113

11/13/2006 07:15:00 PM

Today's post won't contain much deep thoughts.. it's pretty bad today, can't seem to think straight either.

PW officially ended today. Studying mode surfaced this morning. Migrain strikes again after studying mode was re-established. How sickening... When everything seems to efficient and all.. my health seems to deteriorate as well.. Arggghh... I really wish to study.. i wish to just block everything off.. and study like i once did, 2 weeks before the promos.

I want to grasp that EE... I want it badly... but i won't know till next year. So, best not to dwell too much into it. Anyway, this morning, met my sec sch friend at 0615 hrs at West coast market.. only to realise that it will be closed for "spring cleaning" for two days.. DANG! ok.. whatever. So, we went to some 24 hr Kopitiam behind the market, and i tell you.. the Nasi Lemak there is HOLY great!! (but the chilli for the nasi lemak looked sucky.. so forgot about trying it..)

So.. I took the 189 bus to Clementi Central.. then continued with the MRT to sch.. And there it was.. i saw it, it was rather huge... The World Scientific building was gleaming in the morning sun... Imagine, that's really where i'll be attached to... ok, whatever, none of your business anyway. Unless you ask about it, i won't say a word.

As usual, i walked the path to school everyday. Yes, at times.. i still looked to my right but, no one's there, so heck.. well.. i usually walk on the left. haha.. And yea, i'm so blur, so.. ya, i took a pretty long time to cross that road... no, it wasn't any pedestrian crossing. Just a road which was pretty wide... and usually had a bus parking on the side of that road, making it hard to see if there were incoming cars. At this point in time, usually i'd move to walk on the right side. oh well, nah, nothing.

Anyway, it was pretty warm this morning.. and well i reached school at 0740 hrs.. "on the dot" for a normal school day. Nah, nothing to elaborate here either. So.. i went to one of the empty classrooms on first floor to do some self study. By 0955 hrs, i completed carbonyl compounds and half of carboxylic acids and derivatives. tch.. my efficieny seems to be deproving ever since my flame of existence flickered then. Lacking of motivation i guess..

OP.. OP went well, with that remote control thingy and all.. i think my group was the best in the block of 3 groups for that room.. so.. kudos to my group members yea? There it goes, migrain struck after we presented.. wasn't feeling too good then.. but somehow, ever since i had migrains again, my memory seemed to improve a ruddy lot.. as in, i can remember everything from the start of the day till the end of the day... Sigh, somehow.. i guess, when you're monotonous, you can remember things better.. when you have your ultra UPs or ultra DOWNs... it's highly unlikely that you'll be able to recall everything that happened within that day.. or even perhaps, a few minutes ago.

Went for GM after which, remained expressionless throughout. Welco head and his antics, i'm sorry, no effect on me. President was trying to get me to smile a bit, i tried, but only managed to fake one. Sigh.. where's the happiness in council? Patrick Tong as usual, i suddenly caught his eye today, and.. perhaps i sense too much, or maybe.. the killing intent in his eyes... they were too glaring for me. Whatever, none of your business anyway.

That's all for my rantings today, sorry i wasn't able to produce something which is of some depth like all of my other posts... Just.. feeling off form i guess.. haha.. even laughter.. is faked, just to please others.