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A broken soul
A shattered memory
Just...
A fragmented memory that you've left to rot
None would understand...





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11/30/2006 10:46:00 AM

Ok... In the law of equivalence which i stated months ago, i mentioned that any amount of input will reap you the same amount of output. Any amount of output that you reap will be repayed in future with an input of the same amount. With that, the world will continue it's cycle with all it's matter in a balanced state. Now, imagine, if this law of equivalence was in some way disrupted... What would happen eventually? Chaos? I don't quite care... All i want is to say that no matter what happens, even if chaos actually strikes, the law will still remain a constant and it will still be a part of our lives. Ok.. it's a little too complicated for some to understand, pardon me for making such free speech...

Anyway, I don't wish to complain because i don't wanna be like those spoiled, pampered children who would take everything around them for granted... I cherish everything around me. There are times in which i feel that some things aren't of equivalence... but the future is not ours to see, so you might never know if the best is gonna come the next moment or not... yea, so.. whatever hardship i go through now, they accumulate to the amount of input that i should give in order to get some output of equivalent value someday in future, even if i only receive it at my deathbed.. maybe all that input might be worth my while after all, I'll never know.

So i'm gonna tell a story, that'll describe my situation in a very.. abstract way...
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It was an extremely starry night out there... There was this hill, where an old couple usually sat to watch the stars at night. There was this huge yew tree looming over the couple as they gazed at the stars.

"It's been a long time, this tree has been with us for a very long time, since we were kids..." The old man, who was roughly over 80 years of age, muttered to his wife in a hoarse voice.

"Yeah, I can still remember that you were on this hill planting it in the middle of the night... Oh, there was a beautiful meteor shower then too... and that was where we met..."

The old couple chatted lovingly. They were childhood friends who knew each other since the day the old lady saw the old man on that hill with the meteor shower and all.
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The history of that hill was known to all of the villagers who lived at the foot of that hill. 12 years before that yew tree was planted, an asteroid fell from a sky during a meteor shower and struck the peak of the hill where the current yew tree stood. For 12 years, no one dared to climb the hill even though the view at the peak was spectacular.
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So.. the tree has been with them for more than 60 years... The old couple had gotten so used to sitting under it for star gazing and some sweet talk. Never did they know that it was going to be the last day for them... The meteor shower came, they went "OOOOOhhh... like when we first met... Beautiful... wish it lasted forever.." and WHAM! The tree gets toasted together with the old couple...
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There are 2 morals to this short "sad" but.. I would say.. "amusing" story, because it came to an abrupt ending with the WHAM! and all.. ok.. I'm sadistic, face it.
1 -- Be careful of what you wish for. (this is the obvious one that any idiot can infer from the story)
2 -- Anything that comes in minute amounts are what we tend to overlook; Anything that comes in excess are what we tend to shun from... This is basically depicting the law of equivalence when there is an imbalance.
If you think all this is totally irrelevant, you should leave my blog now. but if you agree, feel free to tag and discuss about this. My life currently is filled with unbalanced equations of equivalence that are waiting to be solved... I have the solution, as in, i have the solution in my mind, but it'll require the help of others, be it my family or whoever. But i guess i can't voice it out. I understand that no matter what solution that we might have, if it requires more than that individual to fulfill it, then it's not worth fulfilling unless a strong diplomatic bond is forged.
What i'm trying to say is that... there are some cases whereby i feel that i'm so stifled... but then i think again.. perhaps it's an input for and output to reap in future. i won't complain... I won't hope.. without hope.. without expectations... then one can live a life without complaints. nah.. whatever..