Life is so unpredictable... one moment you're born, the next moment you're gone... Will you cherish every moment that you have for your own gains? Or will you cherish the people around you, those who deserve your love? Will you give more than what you should, just to please someone you love? Or will you hint to that someone to please you?
In life, especially when it's that short... it's either you take the gamble, and maybe, give it all that you've got (ALL IN). Or, you can sit on the fence and wait for people to come to you. Some opportunities are just for a mere few seconds, will you cherish that person for those seconds when you know that you are bonded with him or her? For all you might know, right after those few seconds, he or she might just die right in front of you... Imagine, if you didn't give it all, will you regret? But if you gave it all... you won't regret, instead, you would feel sad. But in any case, that's a lot better than feeling regretful about things. I don't wish to regret in anything i do. Thus, no matter what it is, be it a relationship, studies, or in future, my work... I throw everything in, i give it my best shot. Even if it might hurt someday when the thingy falls apart... at least i won't feel regretful about the things done.
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In everyone's life, there is this grand looking main door, a very old padlock attached to the main door, a key made of the world's rarest minerals for that lock. Inside that door, there is a long table and on that table, a certain number of glasses of water are set on the table. besides that, there is also a backdoor with an extremely hard to break security system.
Imagine, the grand looking main door is what you portray yourself in front of others. The lock is there to prevent others from knowing how many glasses of water (but why glasses of water, you might ask... read on) you have. Now you might be wondering... why is the padlock an OLD one. As time passes, we continue to use that same lock. It gets rusty and cranky after awhile, but the thing is, the only key that will open that lock is that priceless metal key. The key, since it's made out of the rarest minerals, it's bound to be worth a fortune. And the thing is, you own several copies of this key. You have the right to decide who to give this key to. You might give it to someone you trust a lot... but what if, that person (or friend) of yours sells it away to someone else for his or her personal gain? Leaving you with nothing... but perhaps a stranger or even a burglar to barge into your house with that key. How cruel... the betrayal...
You must be really impatient.. haha.. just when am i gonna get to the part on the glasses of water? OK here it is.. Glass is fragile. The people who have access to your world... they'll come into it and be your guests. Now how do you treat a guest? Serve them drinks of course! What if they are there to find fault with you? They'd drop the glass onto the floor "accidentally", leaving you to clean up the mess... now, ask yourself, would you want this person to come into your house again? Will you ask the key back from him or her? Or will you be optimistic and see what happens the next time he or she patronises? That's right, each glass shattered is equivalent to the amount of times you're hurt by others. You put in your effort to serve them drinks, they refuse to return with their effort. Worthless people. haaa..
And finally, the back door. Ok, what if all the keys were distributed already? and if, and only if, those who hold the key either hurt you too many times, or sold the key away to someone else and that someone suddenly let you feel that you're loved.. You can't give that person any keys... but there's one thing that you can give... the password for the security access at the back door. I'm sure that everyone will only resort to this only if they trust that specific person a lot. yeah.. so, i hope whoever reads this will understand what i'm trying to say...
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So now... let me link my exemplars to my own life. Firstly, i gave her a key, i guess she gave me one too. I gave her all sorts of stuff to drink... from water to juice to wine or whatever worth more than that and that she was very nice at first, but one fine day, she broke 3 glasses in a row. That was definitely delibrate.
Then, she invited me over. Indeed... i wanted revenge. but i behaved myself... and when i went home, i broke another 3 more glasses at my place... it goes on everyday. until, one day, it finally drove me to insanity... I went to her place, wrecked havoc and left. I doubt she wanted a lunatic in her house... haha.. yea, and i'm that lunatic... I'm the cause for all that broken glasses. hahaaa... Sadistic... Will she ask for the key to be returned to her? hehe.. and she said she couldn't find the key to my world... Actually... the truth is.. *whisper*.. hahahaaaa.. Got that? hahaaa.. I'm MAD!! haaa...
