{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

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11/28/2006 11:27:00 PM

day 7, 8 and 9.. nothing much other than climbing that slippery great wall and seeing snow on saturday morning at 1 plus in am...

Overall... i really wish to thank the people from the trip who understood who i really was, am and will be. It was them that i was recreated. Without them, i would've continued to remain in my world of darkness and despair. Without them, i would once again see PJC like my sec sch.. just another stepping stone towards my dream, and nothing more. They brought me lots of joy.. and for the first time.. i finally felt sadness when i parted with a bunch of humans... I realised.. i realised that i was human once again... and that they were the ones who pieced me together, piece by piece with great patience...

Also.. to that very special person whom i met (i guess you might be reading this now..).. even though you seem sooo similar to that person.. you're you, nothing can change that fact. But the fact is that i did have a crush on you and i can guarantee that it's only a crush, nothing more. But of course, i won't say anything more yet.. crushes can go on for very long though... haha.. but i guess.. starting any relationship in JC is just another way to get hurt. But really, i think that you're really someone more or less.. able to understand what i'm saying.. haha, so keep up on it. I really look forward to maintain this friendship and not jeapordise it with any other crap, unless the time really comes, the future still remains to be as foggy as ever.