{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

20061005

V.E.R.Y. T.I.R.E.D.

10/05/2006 06:19:00 PM

Fairfield Methodhist Secondary School... means going back to dover.. it really feels very frightening to return to that dreaded place where dead memories come alive like zombies... nah.. just dun wanna see those people, those imbeciles, wretched people... they'd done me much mental harm.. a past that i wish to forget.

Haaa.. today went out with G3Ms and Xianz... go JE entertainment centre, play arcade. G3Ms wasted lotsa credits la.. all becos of THOTD 4, think it was around $10 ++ LOL, i only spent $6 bucks. Then we went to kbox that cyber cafe and played for 2 hrs..

OMG.. xianz really has either little or no exposure to games at all!! LOL.. better not laugh at him, i used to be like him, haha.

sigh... started on the chapter planning in my novel, progressing really well too, might be able to complete it by end november!!.. i hope my emotions last till i complete my novel.. i dun wanna write an essay of facts, I WANT ONE WITH FEELINGS.. i wanna touch the reader's heart. I wanna show the reader that the world is really that simple and that the human mind is actually making things really complicated... Pathetic humans.. SIGH..

but having emotions will mean more pain.. i really wonder if i should carry on bearing such a pain... nonetheless, it sure does give me the motivation to improve myself, haha..

Sigh.. i tot i solved that bugger G3Ms problem... now he's up with something again... well holidays are here, no harm feeling infatuated anyway. LOL.. i mean.. catalysts also do need a rest right? later get polluted then got lesser surface for adsorption.. OMG.. CHEM!!

take care peeps, dun overstress by playing too much games or thinking about whether he or she will notice you. Just remember, LOVE STINKS, he loves her, she loves him, and then that he loves somebody else... SO BLARDY FRUSTRATING. And pls.. we'll all get promoted, so pls dun get too negative ya?

this colour signifies envy, one of the 7 deadly sins... sigh.. i'm reaching out for a love that seems so far... maybe around 6.38 x 10^6 m... lol.. the radius of the Earth..

NONO.. better stop laming..