{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

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10/08/2006 02:37:00 PM

So.. i guess i didn't manage to kill myself yesterday.. come to think of it now, i'm feeling guilty about it. I mean, death won't solve problems. And besides, near death experiences are really frightening. Lemme tell you how it feels like...

Ok last nite, i tried to suffocate myself, i know it sounds crazy to you, but my mind was.. whatever. I finally felt breathless, then i was constantly reminded about my dreams and those who were so dear to me. It's something that you can't really explain with just words. Somewhat like flashbacks of people smiling at you, those whom you love, even some whom you might not even know. that was what i saw, that near death experience. I think it was like.. i didn't breathe for more than 3 to 4 minutes... then my phone vibrated... so it was the phone that saved my life.

LOL! who said technology degrades humans? it saves lives!!

Death comes to all, when the time is right, one will naturally succumb to it. who knows how long we might live, life is unpredictable. sigh... dun ever do what i did, dun ever do or say something that you might end up regretting some day.