{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

20061009

10/09/2006 05:19:00 PM

Sigh... so what if i got selected for the China exchange trip and the Work Shadowing programme at World Scientific™... Why does everyone else have the freedom to get outta the house while i don't even get a pinch of it? I feel so trapped, really, I mean.. WHAT THE HELL!! Just like a bird who is finally able to fly, but trapped in a cage for the sake of showing off to others!! I'm sick of all this...

I want the freedom i deserve... I mean, i'm already 17.. and it's not as though i'm going out there to have fun.. here i am trying my best to feed my testimonial with stuff, and there she is destroying my future... well.. if she wants me to achieve, then let me fly!! LET MY SOAR UP TO THE SKIES!!

All because of her, i've been missing council outings, bonding trips and such.. I've really lost my own personality... GAH...

Sigh.. really sad.. but i think it's a misunderstanding. i think i misunderstood her. I'll clarify the stuff with her. then start hoping for the clouds to clear, and that i can be released from this cage of mine...