{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

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10/04/2006 09:30:00 PM

OK.. smacked all those papers within TWO WEEKS... now waiting for results.. which are like.. 26 days away? LOL! okok.. aiming for triple "A"s, yupps. GAHH.. that nura ask me to go fairfield to distribute postcard for open house tml... OMG.. and she can only give them to me by tml morning.. SOOO sian, I live near fairfield, then i have to go CCK to get the stuffs, then come back to clementi again.. WALAO.

Want to do so many things now.. wonder if i'd even have enough time to complete them all. Life is so unpredictable... I can't believe i packed that himalayas on my table within a mere 30 minutes!!

ok.. I wanna write my novel by end of this year... Should be able to complete if i'm given sufficient time, juggling between council and all... Also.. must treat myself better, the past is such a scary thing to think about, DOTZ..

Somehow feel that after the promos, i dun feel at ease... it's like someone took some routine away from me... that mugger's routine. LOL, many of you might think that i'm crazy to say that, but really, it's true.. i kinda feel even more empty than how i felt at the start of September.. for those who knew what happened, yeah.. whatever.

And.. dunno.. unsure of what my emotions really want me to do, i admire her, i respect her, but my brain says, "She's just not your type.." GOSH... What to do with these feelings... that's why.. i hate it when emotions come into play and you can't really do anything about it when all you think about is "how's she doing now..."

better start on my novel now... got all the ideas in place... just have to fill in the plot.

Perhaps you guys reading this post should look forward to it. LOL, CYAS.