My memory is reset again... cold sweat as usual... what the hell is wrong with me... sure that i summoned that guy back to be my substitute for this period of time in order to seal those emotions, but... perhaps, he's not that efficient after all. he doesn't know that i'm blogging now, best that i keep this short, if he realizes that i'm saying all this, i'll not be forgiven, knowing his character...
Nothing, just that everytime when that memory resets... everything flows back into my brain. feeling saddened as usual... better go.. he's waking up soon...