{Why'd you have to be so clueless?.

20061027

10/27/2006 08:05:00 PM

After all those questions asked today.. i answered them all by taking out the guitar and just jamming whatever i felt... also playing a song in which really resembled how i felt... the title is "Ghost of You and Me"

Good lyrics, easy to sing (when you're feeling down). Just a great song for a person like me. haha.. nah.. She won't need to worry anymore... cos i just said something today which made great sense.

"If you really love that person, you shouldn't let that person worry about your safety or your health. You should let that person live happily without adding more worries to his or her mind."

I mean.. i don't want her to worry about me anymore... but i'll still worry about her. please don't tell me that it's unfair, i know it is, but i really love her a lot. So much that even my will is supporting my emotions. I won't shed tears anymore, helping her to obtain her happiness is the my main objective from now on. and yes.. like i said, in my previous posts today, i'll always wait for her. So.. ya, i'll go jam on my guitar again. LOL.. thinking of her and jamming on the guitar at the same time.. too bad i couldn't find the tabs for THAT song... sigh.. see how first.. i might even transpose my own. haha... We aren't strangers.. and i strive to be her best and most trusted friend. YEP, that's that... even though my memory will be reset to what it was that time every morning when i wake up... but i'll still try!! May my will be done!!

Be happy ok? cos you'll no longer have to spend so much time to worry about me anymore. Just treat me like what a trusted friend should be treated like... and when i manage to become your best friend, treat me like what it should be like. And when the time really comes... yea, should know what you should be doing. Keep your promise k?
I'll be here waiting for you, no matter what.